So so sorry to read this post.
Re your comment about making the decision to soon. It seems that so many owners wonder if they did it too soon or too late. I always think of it this way - that there is no one exact correct day for such a decision. Some people may do it a few days sooner or later than someone else, but as long as one's decision falls somewhere in some overall time frame that is acceptable to the animal, then one should not worry oneself over this question (we all may time this type of decision a bit differently from one another anyhow).
